what I would do

Marc by Marc Jacobs Spring 2010

Here I am.
Sitting on a couch at my grandparents house.
I'm in an old painting shirt.
Emily Haines is haunting in the back ground.
I'm painting the kitchen.
Dreaming of feeling,
different.

What would I do if I had more money?
What would I do if I was thinner?
What would I do if I had more responsibility?
What would I do if I had less responsibility?

I can't answer them.
The list for each exceeds my typing capabilities.

Lately I've been inspired by clothes, music, and beauty.
Well, more like the beauty of clothes and music.

Humans dress themselves for beauty sake.
I find this interesting,
You'd think as a mammal, we'd dress for protection,
etc.

Sometimes we do.


Beauty is something.
Beauty is real.
Beauty is important.
Beauty is inspiring.