a wee little update. (for the love of moleskine)

I just love those journals. It's my dream spot, my prayer spot, my day timer, my "what happened today," my list of to-do's, it's just a good place to write things.

So here's whats going on in my head, outside of cooking, knitting, wedding plans etc.

1. I feel like in the past couple of weeks (I'm catching this early) that productivity has sort of exceeded my spirituality which, is not in balance, so, I'm going to try to get back to that.

2. I really want to teach vegan cooking classes, and let people know how EVERYTHING we put in a meal could truly be beneficial for us. Where teaching a literal cooking class may be out of the question, hosting one on a YouTube channel (thanks Maria) may be a possibility. I'm doing research into recipes, finding out as much as I can about the ingredients (nutritionally) and considering having someone on the video with me making the food as well. It could be an interesting venture.

3. I love love love cooking, but I feel like my art has suffered. I need to make time every day! Why is it so hard for me to keep a schedule?

4. Alright this sort of overpowers no. 3, but these are some things I want to make time for each day:
-walking/running/working out
-time with God/bible
-art time
-social time
-cooking time and research on nutrition
-music

5. Yea, I don't know if I can get that all in in one day. Perhaps a week?

6. I imagine starting a YouTube channel would take up a lot of time editing, filming, etc. Perhaps Tal would like to help?

7. I found this website sporkonline.com that hosts online cooking classes, and their students pay money, monthly, or yearly, in order to take part...hmmm.

8. I want to have people over more often. I want games nights, and potlucks to be regular occurrences.

9. I want to get over my fear of buying alcohol. Every time I do, I feel like they think I'm trying to get away with something, and I'm not, and it's uncomfortable all the same. (not that I want to be drinking all the time, but I figure being able to buy alcohol without going into anxiety-mode is part of growing up).

10. If I can even attempt some of these things, I will be a happy woman.

Hopefully I'll have a video up soon and you can cook with me! I think that would be super fun!

Anyways, it's a gorgeous day, I'm going for a walk.

Peace.